write, write, write in english

Hell, I’m boring, there’s nothing to do, I want to drawing but my SAI programs expired. (Some program like adobe photoshop or corel, the similarity in my head: to draw and changes my WOW sketch become more normal -w-)

It doesn’t mean that I didn’t want to buy the licensed one, (well, every body love free -w-) but I don’t know how to buying something online, the thing I know is I need credit card… ahahaha~ my dad said “wait until you big enough” it can be “wait until you reach 18 and can take care of my money properly” (hey, I’m not dictionary and I’m not speak English in daily life that’s why my vocabulary is ‘unique’ and my grammar,,, don’t ask me about it, my Indonesian grammar is not normal though, LOLz -w-)

Back to the credit card problem. Okay, me not work yet and about financial (O.o what is financial? What am I talking about? -_-;) well, I’m kinda,,, I need dictionary, If it’s a game, then I’m very beginner. Because I can’t stop my self from buying comic! I love them~ they are shiny~ (just like a sun~) But even I get Rp 20.000 (me not smart in calculating, especially in converting, that’s why don’t ask me how much 20.000 rupiahs in dollars -w-) everyday (but only if I go to school) It’s just not enough!!! I love internet and my mom refuse using internet at home. Okay, we use modem, but IT IS VERY SLOW!!!

I only use one window when using internet. But the tab is more than 5. let see, facebook, mydivadoll, mangafox or onemanga, deviantart, youtube, then yahoo~ and my poor kompie can’t handle it, It’ll start Xb BZZZT!!! Xb or something like that -w-

Geez, I really can’t stop talking. Well, typing. Sometimes I write too but my hand can feel the sensation of that feeling, yes, tired! X3

Ah, I love my laptop. It’s not mine though, but I keep it in my bedroom because I am the one who very often use it. Well, sometimes my sister use it. It’s my 2nd blog though, but I really cant use blog, that’s why I want to learn how to make blog (I love google~)

I don’t know why but I prefer writing in English (with this pitiful vocab and grammar X3) If I use Indonesian not all people can read it, that’s why I write in English. But I’ll write double if me not too tired.

Credit card! I have it though, but in panin bank and I don’t know how to use it. I bet it need the numbo~ (number) but I am afraid, what will happen if I push the wrong button!? I’ll die~ my mom will kill me. Or If it’s work but I can’t hold on my self? Will die too~ happy then die, It’s a life -w- LOLz.

Me now fallin love with winamp skin. I dunno why, but I download a~ lot (I love Deviantart~) and I AM So~ Hap!PIEy!!! I found Durarara!! Winamp skin.

Me fallin love with Durarara!! When… Can’t remember, but I fallin love with IZAY!!! *dance-dance-happy-dance* I don’t know why, but I just love him, especially when he is fighting with Shizu-chan~ they are perfect couple! >W<

Sometimes you know your enemy than somebody else. (who speaks? -_-?) I can’t stop thinking about them, especially when I sit and read my math book, wow, My head become heavy and I can’t stop singing in my head “Bell~ o Bell~ Ringing now! Please~”

Ah,,, I’ll miss that bell. Now I am senior high school! Well, the school near my junior high school though. I didn’t understand why my friends really want to be the students of SMAN 1 Banjarbaru.

I bet u didn’t know where it’s, that’s why, I envy my friends who can study aboard or at least at Java! I feel like a fish, small fish in an aquarium in pet shop, together with another fish with same color. Not special. People wont look at me because I am similar with another fish. “What’s the different?” they said when the shop keeper show me and another friends in that aquarium. They’ll prefer unique and different fish, like Lohan (What’s Lohan in English?) or Arwana (and What’s Arwana in English?)

But It didn’t mean that me not happy can study in SMAN 1 Banjarbaru. I have to study hard and do a lot of test (I hate them all! Except the psychology test, It’s fun) but still, JAPAN! I want to go to Japan! I really want eat Takoyaki! I don’t know why but I want! >W< well, I don’t know what I wannabe, I think psychology not really bad (BTW! What is psychology? “Psikolog” I wannabe “Psikolog” time for google to rule!) but I’m not type of sit-read-understand people, me work slowly though.

The second what I’ll be in the future is an artist! Or writer? I love writing, but I can’t finish my story. It feel so,,, sad? I don’t know, I can’t make it normal, LOLz. And I love drawing (I NEED SAI!!!) well, I’m not very talented and smart, but I love the way I draw, It just so me! Very my self! Okay, still need a lot of practice, LOLz.

Me sleepy now, bye. See? Me not really smart in sayin good bye, bye~ bye~ bye~